you don't have to do ANYTHING

This is the main message I got out of watching this video:

My future is a blank canvas and I can write on it whatever I want, I can write on it anything. I don't have to do anything. When I see that, procrastination simply dries out and blows away. There is nothing to put off, everything I do is my choice. As soon as I 'must' do something, I get slave resentment. To deal with the problem of procrastination, I realize procrastination is something unnatural and unhealthy that results from control and bullying, it is a passive aggressive response to being ordered around, so I stop ordering myself around, I own my choices, what I am choosing is what I actually want - I am free. I am loving what I am doing, I am not taking orders from others. It's my life. I don't put things off that are pleasurable!

the fruitarian = my inspiration

plus more inspiration to embrace a fruity lifestyle: great blog post by beautiful & vibrant raw fruitarian Michele.

and last but not least, someone special shared this vid with me today, and I must say, watching it was defnitely worth my time. it's about how self-abuse comes into existence and how we can get rid of it.

end self-abuse now!



- do not own the shame and guilt of self-abuse
- no child is ever born violent
- deprived of empathy, some children will direct their anger against themselves
- this can happen in form of eating disorders, drug addiction, depression etc.
- or they direct their anger against other (i.e. war etc.)
- who the hell is society to morally criticize me? fuck them!
- when I'm attacking myself, I know it's coming from the outside, projected guilt
- I push back the guilt
- stand up for children
- no one deserves to be abused
- who are you to tell me how to live my life?
- I'm addicted to life :)