where have I been and where the fuck am I now

I got lost somewhere on the road. The road was bumpy and I crashed time and time again, I slipped and fell and fell hard at that. I got up so many times, I lost count. And now I am somewhere in between and nowhere fully present. I am in a spaceless space without any goal. The goal is to have a goal again. The goal is to go somewhere again. The goal is to be some place I feel myself again.